The Transformation came in the form of a small joyous strength.
That sat deep within my heart.
A calm that didn’t even ask for surrendering.
It came like hope for the flowers.
Sun rise,
coffee,
beautiful woman,
egg’s benedict,
photo’s
and wisdom…
I am ever reminded of life and it’s burns. How I am the better for them.
How the risking has made me love learned and stronger.
Here I am standing across from you.
My blood runs thick with yearning.
“This could get messy.
But I don’t seem to mind…”
This is the place I have lived from most of my life.
Fire…
Fear is not something to be abandoned along the way.
It is something that accompanies you along the ride.
Anytime you use fear as a reason to not start something-grow-shift-change- your not being productive.
Eventually if you are going to grow, you’r going to need to GROW past the point where fear asks you to quit.
In this I have been learning that:
-I want to step into love and passion in it’s highest order.
Fear has disabled me many times over from living fully and loving entirely.
I have wounded and stunted growth.
Although I choose to look on ahead instead of behind, I recognize the agonizing weight of the past.
I am letting it go.